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Name: requiemdem
Gender: Female


Interests: Ballet, fashion, fitness, cycling, thinspo, reading, working out, modern dance, nutrition, music, theatre, sleeping, being high.
Expertise: Being fat.
Occupation: Group Fitness Instructor
Industry: Health and Fitness


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Member Since: 4/13/2006
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♥ don't eat; read.
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Disordered Eating, not Eating Disorder
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ANOREXIA and EXERCISE BULIMIA (teens and 20's)
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Gym Addicts
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"oh, you're not fat."
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Alice in Hungerland.
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you're looking skinny like a model
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Adderall Anorexic
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indie skinny.
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Thursday, December 03, 2009

B: Spinach, pumpkin, protein powder, berries, soy milk (200)
L: Enchilada casserole, vitamin water (300)
S: Celery and Peanut butter (180)
D: Turkey burger, butternut squash "fries" (445)
Total=1125
CW: 188

Breaking news: I hate my period. Finally got around to throwing out a bunch of shit in apartment I never use. I'm thinking about moving in with my friend when I get my new apartment. Having a roommate would be fun, plus it's a good way to save money, but  I think I would miss living alone. Hmm...


Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Fucked up pretty bad the last few days. Getting back on track tomorrow. I need this.


Tuesday, December 01, 2009

B: Oatmeal with apple and pumpkin (220)
L: Red curry and rice with shrimp (300)
S: Mexican enchilada casserole (300)
D: Out..who knows!
CW: 184.6
Boo. I knew that was going to happen. I start my period today, and I gave in last night and ate good foods, but entirely too much of it. And unfortunately, my lovely bf is taking me out to dinner tonight which means more junk. Oh well.
Good news though, I got a promotion at work! Which means I will be moving from my apartment in the 'burbs to one downtown. They are doubling my salary. No more money worries. Yessss.


Monday, November 30, 2009

B: Spinach, pumpkin, soy milk, berries, protein powder (200)
L: TBA
S: TBA
D: Red curry with brown rice and shrimp (300)
CW: 184.2
It's a cold and dreary day today. I love it. Just got back from work, am going to go back to bed for a bit before I have to go back again. At least I'm losing.


Sunday, November 29, 2009

Currently
Four Winds
By Bright Eyes
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B: Coffee (40)
L: Red Curry and tilapia, orange juice (400)
S: Spinach, banana, berries, soy milk, acorn squash (300)
D: Flat out tortilla, beef and onions, soup (230)
S: Sweet potato, greek yogurt (200)
Exercise: 30 min light cardio (-200)
Total=970
CW: 185.6

Down by .6 pounds. I'll take it. Probably won't be hungry until much later, since I ended up eating so late last night. I am so broke it's not even funny, so that's making me stress like crazy. Stress for me is almost a good thing though-I lose my appetite (not that the disgusting fat on my body doesn't make me lose it, too.) I'm so tired of being fat. While I feel good about finally doing something, at the same time it's not like I'm "suddenly eating healthy." I've always had some kind of ED....Bulimia, anorexia, orthorexia, etc....I've just now accepted it, and decided I might as well get fucking hot in the process.

Edit: Well, intake certainly could have been worse. I went to the gym to do my cardio but all of these people (former clients, etc) kept coming up and talking my ear off. So I just did 30 min pretty easy and left. Grr. Oh well, I'll do a lot tomorrow. Stay strong, ladies!



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